Alright, so for a while. I've just been like struggling with weight, I guess, yes. Yeah. Throughout like my time in elementary school, middle school. That was kind of like a really tough subject. Like, my friends would crack jokes - like oh it's all a joke, it's like I kept going and was hit harder every time.

Yeah, so as the jokes kept coming, like this year, life just got all the more challenging. And there was one time we were at Universal Studios, before Covid. It was me, (blank) and (blank). We were walking like inside the park. And they were cracking jokes, and like, something in me kind of just like clicked, and like I was, like, like I started yelling at them I was like crazy - like I'm done with this. Like, if you guys want me as a friend, you have got to stop, you know, because I don't need this in my life, and I don't want this to keep going. And yeah, so, (blank and blank) stopped. You know they stopped cracking jokes. They heard me. I was like, amazed. Sometimes (blank) kept cracking jokes and like I told him to stop. So the best thing for me was just like, to kind of drop him. I didn't need that negative shit in my life. I struggled with it every day for so much of my life. Enough. But then I think summer after freshman year I was close to 200 pounds. And I went to camp, where I ran around all the time and all I wanted to do was drink water. When I came home, I think I dropped like 16 pounds. Like right there I just realized that like losing weight was just like so much easier than I thought before. So I started drinking water. I started losing weight, And I was building muscle. And what started as like a huge insecurity in me started to fade away. And like I'm still dealing with it right now. You know, like I still feel like I could be better. Like this isn't a pink elixir with you know, immediate results and happiness. But no, yeah like I feel I feel so much better about myself, and I have a girlfriend. Yeah. It’s sweet.