To be honest, I moved out here last year. I was going to move to Hawaii, but corona was going on, it wasn't allowing anybody there, and I came out here for a spiritual purpose. I honestly came out here with $10,000, and I was depressed—y’all, like, I was more depressed than I’ve ever been in my life. And I spent all that money in like three weeks! Like, I didn’t care. So I guess I’m trying to find myself, like, what do you say, soul-searching. And I learned a lot, just about living in a moment, not overthinking—you know, you can overthink about what you could have done, or what you want to do, but the whole time, the important thing is just being in that moment of time that you're in and making a vessel that, you know—so, yeah.
I love it here. Oh, it’s awesome. I just gotta have a lack of responsibility, because that’s just like me, so I do tree service for a living—I plant trees or trim trees up. I make really good money, but I spend it just as fast as it comes, because of the lack of responsibility and the lack of, like, whatever I'm lacking. So, I have to figure it out.
I have a weed addiction, and a party addiction. I party all the time, nonstop. Yeah, yeah.
I grew up doing landscaping and gardening and stuff, and actually just learned how to trim the trees, working with this guy and he taught me, so I have a passion for landscaping. I love it. You meet new people every day. And it just is dope. It's better than being in a warehouse, yo—I’m in the trees. Trees! I'm on the ground, planting flowers, you know, I mean just making the world beautiful. I love it more than anything.
My grandfather raised me. He was a pastor. There's a strong spiritual foundation there, I think I got that for myself. But to be honest with you, I ran away at fifteen. I left home, I couldn’t take it no more. Part of it was going to church. Like four or five days out of the week. I’m fourteen, fifteen, and it's like around that age you're trying to figure yourself out. You’re questioning everything, and all I hear is courage and faith, and I'm questioning the church and you don't have any answers. And you know, that's shoved down your throat. I don't believe in coincidence. I think everything happens for a purpose—every single thing. Yeah. Yeah, that's how I live my life. That's how I perceive everything. Yeah.
Because you're not going to go through anything forever. Right? Good and bad is going to end one day—it’s how and what you do after that, you know, so I walk around by myself and I go play ball with his group, and I go skate in Venice. Like, I’m free-spirited. I love meeting anyone new.
If you can live with yourself, anybody can live with you. That’s my mantra.